Friday, January 23, 2004
Naive
Fate
What a torturous word
Everything predetermined
No choices
No freedom
No chance for change
Tonight once again
I cry myself to sleep
Wondering about fate
About love
About life
About everything
Is this meant to be
Me apart from you
Do you not want me
Need me
Care for me
Love me
Are all my dreams but ash
My hopes naught but a childs naive cry
What do you feel, my love
Love?
Hate?
Nothing?
Am I naive
Missing the signs you give?
But what do they mean?
Love?
Hate?
Both?
Stupid and reckless
Trying once again
To find the golden apple
In you
In me
Together
But never do I regret
These years spent waiting
It was my choice to love
To care
To dare
To dream
So answer me honestly
What do you feel
Do you share my dream?
My desire?
My need?
My love?
Fate
What a torturous word
Everything predetermined
No choices
No freedom
No chance for change
Tonight once again
I cry myself to sleep
Wondering about fate
About love
About life
About everything
Is this meant to be
Me apart from you
Do you not want me
Need me
Care for me
Love me
Are all my dreams but ash
My hopes naught but a childs naive cry
What do you feel, my love
Love?
Hate?
Nothing?
Am I naive
Missing the signs you give?
But what do they mean?
Love?
Hate?
Both?
Stupid and reckless
Trying once again
To find the golden apple
In you
In me
Together
But never do I regret
These years spent waiting
It was my choice to love
To care
To dare
To dream
So answer me honestly
What do you feel
Do you share my dream?
My desire?
My need?
My love?