Dep's Poetry

2005-10-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

ILLUSIONS(Oct 8th 2005)...(Do the stars not still shine?)...(Does the sun not still rise?)Only in your world, can the stars shine.Only in your world, may the sun rise.Burning a hole through the pouring rainI stalk this Earth, alone as it once wasPerhaps better prepared...Perhaps a little more wise...But nothing... nothing is the same.Haunting each and every footstepsThe sound of memory drawing

2005-09-05T18:10:00.000-07:00

STILL REMEMBER(Sept 5th 2005)Thought we now lieWith a thousand miles between usOur hearts finally dividedAs it never was beforeOur shared fate shatteredAs though made of glassStill I rememberThough we have forswornOur future, our present's endOur heart's desires crushedThe link that was what we hadSevered for all eternityAn ending with complete finalityStill I rememberI see the endingThe fire and

2005-08-10T12:10:00.000-07:00

I dedicate this poem to Courtney 'Andarta' Duquette - may her sun never fail.NEED AND WANT(August 10th 2005)Slip into dreams of a tale untoldAnd a story that has yet to unfoldHere in restless sleep at last to findThat which I was forced to leave behindFor all that I have ever wantedAnd all that I have ever neededWas right here in front of meIf only I could have seenSlip your hand into mineAnd

2005-08-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

PURPOSE(August 4th 2005)There is meaning in every songAnd a message in every poemLook, there on the surfaceOr deeper, beyond the wordsTake the words that I writeAnd know that I write for a purposeThere is always method to my madnessSomething to be learnedA story to be toldSomething I wish to saySo hear my words, look for the meaningThey aren't just made to be prettyThe demon in me wishes to

2005-08-03T22:21:00.000-07:00

2005-08-01T20:33:00.000-07:00

Telling Stories(August 1st 2005)How to retell the storyOf a perfect moment in timeOf a perfect night with youThe beginning of something so goodThe distance coming betweenMissing you, so lonely at nightEvery special occasion, every single dayWishing you could be here to share itThe attempts to bring myself upTo believe in the future yet to comeThe golden apple, lying in front of meJust waiting,

2005-07-28T19:37:00.000-07:00

Greetings. The following is a collection of work from the preceding two months, the dates are, I believe, included. All good things come in threes.DEMONS MAY LAUGH(July 20th 2005)From nothingness shall grow everythingHope can fill an empty shellThere is a saviour, in the nightAnd there is nothing to forgiveThough our demons may laughI've seen all there is to seeAnd known your many livesAnd there

2005-05-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

REACHING DEEP...(May 11th 2005)(Reach deep into your heart)(To find the answers you seek)"Is this not love?" I questionPerhaps I never saw trueOr perhaps I saw all alongBut never knew what to doPerhaps I was never meantTo live a life like thisPerhaps I'm meant to live in silenceTo live alone without youBut insight struck my heart that nightAnd I saw it all as trueI knew no matter what I saidI'd

2005-05-06T19:46:00.000-07:00

Pathways(May 6th 2005)Choices of long agoMade time and time againTime to make it one last timeGive it one last goThere's strife within our pastDarkness within our futureBut still that candle burnsWithin me, locked belowYou may choose your pathBut choose wisely, my loveDon't begin a path you willOne day intend to reverseWe now approach a forkShall we go left or right?Together or shall we split?

2005-04-25T20:12:00.000-07:00

EPIPHANY(April 25th 2005)Like shattered glassIllusions fallDreams dissolve, resolveChanging, twisting turningSurer now, a future in mindPaths are set, places to goLet's find a route that takes usTo the ancient city of goldWe'll dance in the moonlightI'll sweep you off your feetLay you in your bed of rosesTouch your face, gently strokeIt's midnight, New Years EveLet's celebrate now togetherIt's

2005-04-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

Let's Go(April 20th 2005)Son of San Sebastian Buried by shadows of night and day Nevr ceasing, ever creasing Look why are you here Here for love you say?The Wolf eating the Raven Trapped by the shadow Cast out of the light We meet in this place No shadow... no light...Temple of the evilTemple of the weak Brilliant halo from heaven above Crushing the spirit, the life

2005-01-25T16:56:00.000-08:00

CAPE COD - REVISITED (Jan 25th 2005) Something missing here Last time I came without No toothbrush, no toothpaste No money, no bathing suit I sat right here, seashore Gazing out upon the waves Gazing out, sitting alone Cold wind chills to the bone Lying down Facing down Pen scratching Utter nonsense Looked around me Something's missing Though about my toothbrush And where it is now Then

2005-01-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

*reminds everyone of the previous poem written this month - "The Vows" - right below this one* & I'm sorry I haven't written much poetry lately, but I had a lot of inspiration yesterday and I feel like it's all still there today so today is going to be write write write write! Enjoy! Laterz all *hugs to Andy* Symbol (Jan 21st 2004) Round and round it goes Encircling my wrist Look, matching on

2005-01-11T21:05:00.000-08:00

The Vows (January 12th, 2005) People surround Last day is today Your looks astound Today is the first day Trumpets sound we all yell hooray We're homeward bound Tomorrow's by the bay Last look around We'll say "I say" Before we're bound Look around, say "Hey" The ring, so round Today's the last day We whisper, no sound "I do", the last phrase Slip ring on finger Today's the day to say "I do"

2004-12-19T21:08:00.000-08:00

PROMISE ME (???) If I tell myself to believe Promise you won't make me a liar If I shut myself up Promise you won't make me regret it If I turn darkness into light Promise you won't change it back again If I turn fear into confidence Promise you won't hurt me If I tell myself not to worry And just to believe and be happy Promise me you won't prove me wrong Promise me you won't make me sad If I

2004-11-25T19:37:00.000-08:00

I BELIEVE (Nov 25th 2004) Though storms may blow Though mountains may crumble Though pi may never be found I believe Through wind and rain Through snow and sleet Through fire and hell itself I believe Though I may falter Though I may twist and turn Though I may not believe today I believe Through disbelief Through distance and time Through heartache and lonliness I believe Through all of the

2004-11-18T19:48:00.000-08:00

MOONLIT IRIS (Nov 18th) The music starts The world goes round You're pulled to your feet As I begin to sing And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you'd feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now Silently and smoothly We twirl around in moonlight Nothing beneath our feet Only love within our eyes And all I can taste is

2004-11-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

SING ME A SONG (Nov 7th 2004) There are no words that I can write There is no song that I can sing There is no play that I can perform There is no poem that I can read No painting that I may paint No drawing that I may draw No tune that I may hum No tale that I may spin Not a single poem I've ever written Not a single song I've ever sung Has ever come close to telling you What I've felt inside

2004-10-31T20:32:00.000-08:00

WHO ARE YOU? (October 31st 2004) In the depths of darkness That follows this life of mine I sit and await final judgement Sentanced for all of time From the darkness straight ahead Comes a voice, dark and deep It's roughness grates as it asks "Who are you" and then fell quiet I pondered my answer long and hard Then finally drew the courage to speak In a meek voice that I did hate I told the

2004-10-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

ALL I WANT OR ALL I WANT IS YOU (October 19th 2004) In life there are many things That I may see and do But at this moment in this place All I want is you I want to hold you through the night And run my hand through you hair Feel your hand in mine As we pass the night together I want to cling to you in the dark And wrap my arms around you Whisper sweet nothings As the night thickens around us

2004-10-11T17:38:00.000-07:00

TEARS OF SORROW (Oct 11th 2004) At first there was everything I had the moon, the sun, the stars You didn't have to give them They came from your heart I laughed, I danced I sang And I believed in everything Nothing could tear us apart Nothing could end this feeling Then there was doubt A longing for something else But, banishing it to the winds I sent it back to the dark I laughed, I danced

2004-10-03T17:35:00.001-07:00

here's some older stuff from a while back... not certain, but at least two months. thought I'd post it anyways. FADE AWAY Ever believe in a wisp of smoke And the powers it can have Only to have them snatched away Or run through your fingers Like sand in your hand Impossible to hold And no matter how hard you try No matter what you try to believe It's impossible to hold onto Your wisp of smoke

2004-10-03T17:35:00.000-07:00

2004-10-02T17:43:00.001-07:00

MAGIC IN THE AIR (Oct 2nd 2004) Light up the candles and start the fire There's magic in the air tonight Put on a record, move aside the chair Let's dance on through the moonlight Hold me close and hold me tight Twirl through the starlight Slowly moving and gently breathing Rise as high as the stars might Lower me gently and stroke my hair Whisper to me in the night Put your arm around and kiss

2004-10-02T17:43:00.000-07:00

WHEN YOU'RE DOWN (Sept 30th 2004) (GUY) The world just seems so grey And nothing seems alive Maybe everything is dead Like me, deep inside I can't seem to love I don't remember how And all I can think is that Somehow it's all wrong All I want is sleep And for life just to stop I don't see a point 'cause Baby, I just can't love you anymore Forgive me, please There's nothing left inside (GIRL)

2004-09-24T19:38:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU (September 24th 2004) What is it to love? To feel like this for another What does it mean, for me To say those famous words I love you Let me hold you in my arms And whisper in your ear Feel your warmth next to me And gaze deep into your eyes Let me worry while you're away And while you're sick and down Hold you through your night And wipe your tears away Let me forgive all

2004-09-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

THERE ARE TIMES (September 6th, 2004) There are times When life starts to drag me down And everything seems impossible Life's just going nowhere Running on empty And there are times When the despair begins to overwhelm me Darkness is all I can predict Life's full of nothing Nothing to live for There are times When the troubles seem too big And they threaten to drown me Life's just too big

2004-09-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

MY LOVE (September 3rd 2004) We sit now together Side by side And talk quietly in the night Of life and of love Of the past and the future And of what we believe And we talk of what we've written Of the words which went between us Words of love and of belief Of a future which may be Of a dream which could come true If we both believe And you say that you'd give me the moon And also the world

2004-08-29T21:49:00.000-07:00

Just a quick admin post in between poems. I've enabled comments for this blog, as well as my others. If you want to comment on my poetry, feel free, but try to be polite. If you like my poetry, that's good. If you don't, say why. Constructive critism is the idea (and it's always nice to hear that you like the poem as well). thanks Dep

2004-08-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

BELIEVE IN DREAMS (August 30th 2004) I dreamed a dream A dream of warmth A dream of love Let me tell you how it went I dreamed of a summers eve Late in the depths of night Glowing campfire embers Give light for us to see by The stars, shining so brightly Twinkle aboev our heads And the river rustles by us Reflecting the moon light There's nothing left to say There's nothing left to do Except

2004-08-21T21:51:00.000-07:00

WHAT YOU'RE MISSING (August 20th, 2004) All you see is black And painted faces Metal chains And silver rings And all you can think Is how worthless we are All you see is black And a wasted life Going nowhere And doing nothing Worthless people, you think Who just don't care All you see is black And a person going nowhere All I see is black And what lies inside An artist And a poet And all I

2004-08-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

Hold On(August 18th 2004) Here in the black of night There's nothing to hold onto Tears fall unbidden And dampen my pillow Thoughts fill my head Terrible, cynical thoughts Nothing seems real anymore There's nothing to believe in And it's all impossible We'll never be together Regrets and doubts fill me Dreams will never come true Your photo by my side Just stings all the more As I know what I've

2004-08-16T19:28:00.001-07:00

SAVED(August 16th) Here on the brink About to give in Forsake everything I am Already starting to give in Who cares about love anyways And what good is feeling When all I feel is pain No, there's nothing to believe in Nothing to rely on anymore So burn the poems and burn the bridges Forget these feelings and love Nothing matters anyways And then Came a shout From the past Someone who believes

2004-08-16T19:28:00.000-07:00

THOUGHTS (August 16th, 2004) Though I'm here And so far away Still I think of you And dream of a future Of holding you in my arms Brushing your hair back Gazing deep into your eyes Running my fingers Across your cheek Of cuddling beside you Your body warm against mine Of feeling your heart beat Running my fingers Through your hair Of dancing with you Slowly across the room A soft, slow song

2004-08-16T18:24:00.000-07:00

SEASHORE (Aug 16th, 2004) I see the two of us Lounging by the sea Purple sky to the west Behind the setting sun Black sky to the east Filled with glowing stars I turn to you and hold you Press my lips to yours Find your hand in the twilight Whisper I love you in your ear Gaze deep into your eyes Hold you tight against my chest Listen to your heart beat Thump-thump, thump-thump Listen to you

2004-08-10T20:06:00.000-07:00

THE PERFECT NIGHT (Aug 10th, 2004) If I had just one night To spend with you, my dear What would I have us do On this night, the perfect night Where anything can be done Strolling through changing leaves Brisk night wind mussing our hair Hand in hand, arm in arm Lips upon ips in a passionate kiss As we walk through the night Sunset upon the water Our footprints behind us in the sand Slowly

2004-08-08T21:38:00.000-07:00

REVEALED(Aug 9th, 2004) Been locked in the dark so long I've forgotten the sun Trapped in the rain for ages And I can't remember clear skies Been crawling for years and years I've forgotten how to stand Loved in the dark so long I don't remember how to tell you But now with you here again I've remembered how to stand And with love flowing once again I remember how to tell you I love you and I

2004-08-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

Dreams Come True (Aug 8th 2004) The sky's cluttered with stars As we dance below And the rain begins to fall The night more perfect as it goes Twirling through the starshine Dancing in the moonlight Now sitting high above the shore Whispering in the star light Dancing on down the beach Leaving our footsteps behind Gazing deep into your eyes How cruel fate can be so kind So hold me close, hold

2004-07-31T18:30:00.000-07:00

I feel that some form of explanation is required for each of these, why I wrote it and so forth. This first one I wrote because well... I have feelings for two people. Inside myself I really can't make up my mind which I like more, they both appeal to different parts of me. The problem is one of them lives far away and the other one lives here. That sways things some. But not enough to make this

2004-07-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Alright. There is a lot of new poetry so watch the dates carefully! Don't get thinking things are going on which aren't or I'm writing about people I'm not. Some of this is crap, but some of this is pretty good as well. Later Lonely Nights (June 8th 2004) I miss you Lonely nights spent dreaming That you are beside me Asleep in my arms So beautiful in the moonlight I need you Lonely nights

2004-05-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

Farewell (May 29th, 2004) Now bid farewell To the days spent alone, brooding To the nights spent alone, crying To the friends who took me down To the foes I kept around To the angels I failed to hold dear To the devils I thought sincere To the anger I saw needed To the love that went unheeded Now bid farewell To the dark hours that haunted me To the dark moods that destroyed me To the dark

2004-05-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

Love Runs Again (May 20th, 2004) When I lie in the dark Tears upon my face I simply think of you And tell myself this Remember her hand on yours Remember her lips on yours Remember the look in her eyes Remember the feeling in her heart Believe in that feeling Believe in things to come Believe in that kiss Believe in yourself And the world is less grey The night, a little warmer The stars,

2004-05-18T16:20:00.000-07:00

Perfection May 18th, 2004 I never knew perfection Never seen true beauty Never loved all of a person 'Til I met you I never felt a spark inside Never dreamed so much Never smiled so often 'Til I met you Never realized that One like you could exist Romantic, classic rock, poet Writer, star-loving, Moonlite walks on beaches No I never thought I'd meet Somenoe as perfect as you

2004-05-18T16:16:00.000-07:00

Andarta May 18th, 2004 The best night of my life Was all thanks to you We talked, we sung We laughed and we drank But those were not the best things No the best things Were the moments of silence Gazing at the other When we don't think they're looking Then the smile and giggle When our eyes meet The clasped hands, yours in mine The small smile upon your face But best of all things Was the

2004-05-18T16:05:00.000-07:00

Magic May 18th, 2004 I float through this world Dreamy smile upon my face, No step I make wrong, No hatred alters my pace. Electric sparks in my heart, A fire burning deep within, And in the darkness of night, A candle is lit once again. Like gentle rain after storm My doubts are washed away, Replaced by new belief that Yes, there is a way. Cupid's arrow has struck My heart at last Finally I

2004-05-07T18:23:00.000-07:00

Forgotten (May 5th, 2004) Been locked in the dark so long I've forgotten the sun Trapped in the rain for ages And I can't remember clear skies Been forced to from so much I've forgotten how to smile Ignored emotion half my life And I can't remember feeling Been compelled to give it all I've forgotten how to keep it Voiced a lie too often And I can't remember truth Been blind for so many years

2004-04-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

These Things (Mar 31st, 2004) What do you think, oh friend of mine What do you believe, what do you want What throughts run through your mind Under your beautiful golden hair What would you have me answer To this burning question of mine To speak or not to speak To assume or to risk the truth What would you say if I told you Just how much I care What would you do if I held you What if I

2004-04-05T17:44:00.000-07:00

Footsteps (Mar 31st, 2004) In my mind lies a burning question Which yearns to be released But past events have led me astray And may cause me to remain silenced So now the question remains To speak or not to speak Of liking, perhaps loving At this young and tender age Is it nobler to remain silent Watch as the years pass by Or to take up the field And present these thoughts to you Is it wiser

2004-03-20T08:40:00.000-08:00

Treacherous Fate (Mar 19th, 2004) Oh treacherous fate A pox upon thee Why does thee mock me And steal all that I need Why does thee deny me The love which I need so The companionship to sustain me The partnership that I desire Why does thee dangle Hope from thy fingers of mist Only to snatch it away When I leap upon it Why does thee play This game of thine Have you not enough of The screams

2004-03-17T09:51:00.001-08:00

No One At Last (Jan 6th, 2004) The moon stares from above Upon this lovely scene So much love fills the air So much hate has left this place For the words have been said And the tension is gone Your answer is a yes I am no longer a pawn Slowly we move together Giving and taking from the other Nights of passion fly by And evenings of love entrance me So much love, so much passion This is my

2004-03-17T09:51:00.000-08:00

A Fork (Dec 12th, 2004) A winter's night A road lies before me The darkness swallows all light And all the hope within me Suddenly a fork appears Left or right I wonder One leads to my destination The other to my death Which is which I wonder As the darkness tightens its grip No road signs to show me No people to ask directions I try to stop and think But the brakes are not working I speed

2004-03-16T19:38:00.000-08:00

An Intangible Gift (Mar 15th, 2004) Behold, behold A gift more valuable than gold More intangible than wind Behold this gift of old Raise it up on high Shout its praises to the sky Yet know it as a two faced coin Maybe leave you high and dry Know it as double edged sword One blade cuts your foes The other cuts your heart And all is but chaos Behold, behold A gift more valuable than gold Yet

2004-03-14T11:11:00.000-08:00

Sacrifice (Mar 9th, 2004) You have not seen the depths of sorrow Nor the depths of jealousy Until you've been where I've been Walked these dark paths of mine Until you've sat beside The one you love so dear And know you cannot be With her now or forever Until you've seen her With another man she loves more Kiss, hug, hold hands Each one tearing at your heart No you have not seen The depths of

2004-03-14T11:08:00.000-08:00

Fortune Teller (Mar 9th, 2004) What does the future hold Is it for any man to know Will I still be here tomorrow Or will I be lost in sorrow So how much should I know Fortune teller of old What is my place In this brave new world we create How can one say I am This, that and the other Tell me fortune teller of late What now is my place No identity but your own No life except that you live No

2004-03-14T11:06:00.000-08:00

It's Just Me (Mar 9th, 2004) Why am I mocked By a God that doesn't exist Why do I dream Of her all night long Why do I give Never to recieve Why do I try Never to be believed Why do I hope That the world can change Why do I stop So they are with another Why do I cry When I never try Why do I love When they never do Why do I believe When nothing is real Why do I speak When they never hear Why do

2004-03-14T11:04:00.000-08:00

The Cliff (Mar 6th, 2004) A thousand miles tall They stand at it's edge Gazing at the depths Of the cliff The cliff Where dreams are made and broken Where fate is forced to choose What is meant for thee The cliff Where hearts are broken And remade each day And only chaos reigns The cliff Where the Dead and the Damned The Lucky and the Chosen All came into being And now another Walks to the

2004-03-14T11:01:00.000-08:00

Save The World (Mar 3rd, 2004) So what do I say What do I do When those that I love Cannot be told the truth Why do I try When no one believes The truth that I bring The song that I sing And when my love fails I must stand strong Pretend it's alright When really it's not For I cannot bear to see you You and you, two vees And now I finally see The truth which must be I cannot save the world

2004-03-14T10:58:00.000-08:00

Last Poem (Feb 26th, 2004) Nothing more awaits me Down this path, proven false And where it all began Here it all shall end No more poems Of an angel I loved No more pleas From this tortured soul No more tears Over forsaken love No more poems After this last one For eight summers You've been in my heart Through the storms and perils I've held onto you My life, my love My poems, my songs All

2004-03-09T14:25:00.000-08:00

JEALOUSY Green tinged devil Destroyer of men Scourge of the honorable Defender of hate I rise now to do battle With this treacherous foe And no potion, no spell Can aide me in this fight I must remain strong Must fight for the right thing When my heart tells me that All of this is wrong Must let her make her choices Not let my emtions control me But there is a fundentental difference Between

2004-03-02T13:39:00.000-08:00

CANDLE A single candle Lighting the darkness Lighting the depths of my soul Showing me my way Until, with a flash And a whimper so soft The candle goes out Smothered by doubt And without my candle My feet go awry I trip and fall Taking others into the dark And though I have a match Hiding in my pack I cannot see to find it Nor do I have the strength to light it So in the darkness I'll remain

2004-03-02T13:37:00.000-08:00

LAST POEM Nothing more awaits me Down this path, proven false And where it all began Here it all shall end No more poems Of an angel I love No more pleas From this tortured soul No more tears Over forsaken love No more poems After this last one For eight summers You've been in my heart Through rainstorms and perils I've held onto you My life, my love My poems, my songs All for you, my angel

2004-02-24T18:15:00.000-08:00

HERE IT ENDS And so it ends In tears and sorrow At the words of another So this all ends As tears fall from my eyes I reflect on happier times On the days gone by When we were happy Now I am empty Without you to love To complete my soul I am nothing Yet I must move on To new love, new paths Yet never in my life Can I kill these feelings for you But now that I know There is no love in you What

2004-02-23T15:46:00.000-08:00

DARKNESS AND SHADOW Darkness and shadow Fill me to the brim And what was once love Is now a large doubt Darkness and shaddow Having been forsaken Yet not forsaken completely Only makes it worse Please let it end I can't take much more Darkness and shadow Threaten to drown me A never ending sea of depression Is all that awaits me now Nothing left for me But darkness and shadow So you who know

2004-02-23T15:41:00.000-08:00

RIGHT AND WRONG What is right What is wrong Who am I to say That this is right That it is meant to be Between me and my angel That what I want tonight Is truly what I want Who am I to say When even I do not know What is what, who I want And nothing is for sure There are a few others With whom I see myself So now what should I do When nothing is clear My life is but a shadow Of what it might

2004-02-21T11:01:00.000-08:00

THE WORLD'S FATE And the world paused As if drawing a deep breath All around me came stillness The calm before the storm And the people stood in silence Staring at each other The with a mighty rumble The storm came upon the world Lightning flashed and thunder roared Destroying all that I held dear Then someone yelled "This is not right!" With shock I saw it was myself And the world paused Then

2004-02-21T10:58:00.000-08:00

WINDS OF CHANGE Trees stand still around me No wind rustles my hair All around me the world stands still Waiting for today's encounter As if drawing a deep breath The trees are still The clouds do not move No sun to speak of What will happen after The calm before the storm Only time can tell And those who see the future I go now to my fate Whatever it may be And around me as trees stand still

2004-02-21T10:57:00.000-08:00

THE PAST The past is the past they say And my future's already set Yet there are days I wish You and I were together For now that I see With eyes unclouded You and I seem perfect Though perhaps I merely dream But the past must be the past And I must look towards the future For we've tred these paths before And it has come to naught But still I gaze each day Upon thy beautiful face And wish

2004-02-21T10:55:00.000-08:00

TEMPEST More violent than a tempest Sadder than a willow Darker than the night More lonely than the sea For upon this black night Truly the blackest of all Memories return to me Visions of you haunt me The smell of french vanilla The darkness of the night The twinkling of stars above me All these things do haunt me For you have brought them In moments we shared Shocking, can you remember Those

2004-02-21T10:53:00.000-08:00

TIME BORROWED Eyes which see tomorrow A curse which brings much sorrow Leaves one feeling quite hollow As one gazes upon the morrow Her living on time borrowed And time beginning to swallow Her faith beginning to wallow As he becomes too shallow To sit and do nothing As she puts on the ring A curse but I must sing His praises as a king Then she sees a failing While the sun is fading Wants to do

2004-02-21T10:50:00.000-08:00

FYRE OF LOVE What one will ignore I will now persue What one would have me abandon I shall never turn from Should it lead into darkness Into myst and shadow I will not be deterred From the path I have chosen Should she abandon all hope Mine will be there Should she lack the strength I will carry her Should she lack the courage To face the torment of others My courage will hold us up As we face

2004-02-21T10:48:00.000-08:00

THE DAMNED In the hands of fate Control slipping away No longer can I wait No longer to sit by the quay Behold, here is the Future Written in silver On pages of darkness In a book with no cover And now, knowing all I walk this Earth alone No hope for myself No hope for mankind With an empty cold gaze I walk through this place Silent forever For I am the Damned All knowing All seeing Nothing

2004-02-01T08:27:00.002-08:00

KNOWING Knowing the ending of your play Would you have begun the writing Knowing the ending of the story Would you have begun to read Knowing the ending of your life Would you have begun to live Knowing the ending of the song Would you have begun to listen Knowing the ending of the music Would you have begun to play Knowing the ending of your journey Would you have begun to walk Knowing the

2004-02-01T08:27:00.001-08:00

TOMORROW Believe as I believe Live as I have lived Know as I know See the terrible truth Time ticks forever onwards Carrying lives, souls and hearts Into a deep black pit Where all things must end It is then that you realize There is no tomorrow Only today, right now To do what you must do So upon this night AS we lie in the dark Things that lay hidden Will be pulled into the light With a few

2004-02-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

THE DEPTHS OF SORROW In the depths of time Locked away without a rhyme Who will save me now Day and night the same Driving me insane Blinded by the truth Someone call my name In the depths of sorrow Locked away, no hope for tomorrow Who will save me now Alive but dead inside Wanting of this ride Believing with out hope That I can change the tide Believing in love That I will find a dove No

2004-01-23T16:31:00.000-08:00

ONLY ONE PATH In the darkness of eternal night Everything becomes so clear My path brightly lit By lanterns of darkness For there is but one path And no matter the pain No matter the sorrow I must travel it today There are no words left within Only a vast emptiness Which only you can fill My love, my angel And so, upon the morrow As the sun rises in the East All shall be made clear to you

2004-01-23T16:12:00.000-08:00

A slight deviation from normal. I have posted here my narrative essay, which I wrote for an english exam and then copied to take home. I find it is very good. Comments welcome. It was a cold winter's day and a young man was just beginning his daily journey to school. He had pale blue eyes that nobody seemed to notice behind his black rimmed glasses, and black hair cut short. He wore an oversized

2004-01-23T16:10:00.000-08:00

LIES (BHBE) Some lies must be told Some lies can be for surprises Some lies ease the minds of others Who worry without reason But some lies should not be told Yet I have told thee one The same one you told me Oh sweet bitter irony Not to tell you is my lie Tell you of my love For you, yes you You of brown eyes and brown hair If only there was a way That we could be together I'd tear this

2004-01-23T16:08:00.001-08:00

To Know Paradise Hold you Touch you Feel you Love you Be with you All the lonely night Through your dark hour and mine Never letting go Know your mind Your dreams, your desires Your nightmares, your fears Helping you through it all Know your body Every ache, every moan Every cry of passion Loving and lusting for it I fear nothing Not the depths of your mind Nor the nights of rough passion

2004-01-23T16:08:00.000-08:00

Bleeding Bleeding on the floor Heart in pieces Trying to figure out why You've done this to me Why the words which hurt Why the torturous nights alone Trying to figure out what You feel for me So much colder now So much closer to the truth So many miles between us And I wonder why I love you So why the insults I need you So why'd you push me away Can you change I want you to Need you to

2004-01-23T16:07:00.002-08:00

Naive Fate What a torturous word Everything predetermined No choices No freedom No chance for change Tonight once again I cry myself to sleep Wondering about fate About love About life About everything Is this meant to be Me apart from you Do you not want me Need me Care for me Love me Are all my dreams but ash My hopes naught but a childs naive cry What do you feel, my love Love? Hate?

2004-01-23T16:07:00.001-08:00

One Year One year Many minutes gone by Many miles behind me As I continue my journey Into hell Into heaven Here upon this night Without you, without anyone My feelings trashed My heart bleeding upon the floor One year Yet I have lived a lifetime But nothing have I gained Except shattered dreams of love of lust of happiness So here we stand On the eve of a new year And what will you say When I

2004-01-23T16:07:00.000-08:00

One Week One week or less Till my life will change What will come of it Of the words I'm going to say I love you What is to be What is my fate One week or less And then we shall see On one hand, darkness Joy in the night At being with you At being in love I want you On the other, darkness Depression in the night At being without you And being near you I need you So what is to be My love,

2004-01-23T16:06:00.002-08:00

New Courage< Break-ups and break-downs Music floating through the air So subtle a shift So large a change Not the person I once was Once trying so hard Aiming so high No more No more Reaching as far as I can I try to hold on To my love, my angel And to myself as well Life ticks by Disappearing forever Still I sit and wait Too afraid to move Still I love Still I care New courage has found me

2004-01-23T16:06:00.001-08:00

We Are The Dead Forsaken or forgotten Damned just the same We are the Dead Hear our sad true tale In life we were men Women, children and teens Saw the world as it was No illusions to our name Lovers of one All for one, all for love Devoted, caring, loving Dreamers of the same dream Always did we say It may be hard But it cannot take My passion, my love away So we loved So we lived Watching

2004-01-23T16:06:00.000-08:00

Clear In the early hours of morning Everything becomes clear I see the truth and nothing else Crystal clear to me now I see that what I thought was love Is not really love Only the product of a fear My fear of being alone Only the product of lust Only one person do I love And this morning I can see I've loved her for eight years But does she love me? It all becomes clear What I now must do No

2004-01-23T16:05:00.001-08:00

So This Is Love Long cold winter nights With only one thing to warm me The body of my love As we lie in the arms of each other Love fills the air As good silence reigns supreme I look upon your sleeping face And see the dream I dreamed I remember past words Past conceptions, past ideas Some lost to me now Yet some now gained No longer must it be That love is not lust No, to love is to lust But

2004-01-23T16:05:00.000-08:00

The Words Will Come Today or tomorrow Once in forever The words will come To tell you what I must What words cannot tell What English cannot express So simple, so short Yet so much more than mere words What for ages untold This went left unsaid Now I may fix it If only the words would come How to say I love you How to say I care How to say I want you How to say I need you Without scaring you

2004-01-23T16:04:00.001-08:00

Why Do I Love Seeing lovers hug Seeing couples kiss Brings back dark memories Of a time like this When I hugged and kissed When I loved and was loved Now, only I love For no one can love me Impossible to imagine Someone loving me Especially someone As beautiful as thee So why do I wait Why do I cry Why do I hope You'll come back to me Why do I write Why do I care Why do I love Why do I live

2004-01-23T16:04:00.000-08:00

What Do You Do When love turns to dust When feelings clash within When your one forsakes you When love is all a memory What then do you do? When there's nothing left to live for And everything to die for When all that remains of your love Is dust, ashes and pain What then do you do? When you've run out of choices When you've run out of time When you've run out of hope When you've run out of

2004-01-23T16:03:00.002-08:00

Undone The seconds of eternity tick past Changing into minutes, hours Days, weeks, months And finally years We leave so much undone In our lifetime Regrets of actions, of words Of not doing anything at all Now I'm on a brink No one can help me now My own choices I must make The consequences, I must accept To tell or not to tell This woman how I feel What would be her answer What does she

2004-01-23T16:03:00.001-08:00

Sit And Dream In the wee hours of morning I sit and dream Dream of you Brown hair, brown eyes You're searching for something Yet you know not what The minutes tick by Time drifting away Lost forever In the darkness of night You realize how much things mean Things like love, honor, Music, life, tears and joy You realize what you want And I want somebody to love Alone in this god-damned darkness

2004-01-23T16:03:00.000-08:00

Over The Rainbow What will she say What will she do She says we need to talk Can it be good? Nervousness pounds my heart I hope that she loves I hope that she cares In not so many hours I will learn the truth If love, hate or nothing Lie in her heart for me Over the horizon I see new love approach Good love, true love Not lust at all Over the rainbow I see my dream Soon to be dissolved? Not

2004-01-23T16:02:00.001-08:00

Omnia Vincit Amor Lying beside you Gazing into your eyes All seems possible My future not so bleak Your hair, so soft Runs beneath my fingers So smooth, so fine Like a river of silk Your skin, so smooth As I play with your ear So tender, so warm Up, around and down Feeling your heart beat Feeling you breath All as I lay Lost in your eyes So full of love Am I right now For this creature beside

2004-01-23T16:02:00.000-08:00

My Fate Is this my fate To be here, alone No lover, no hope Sitting on cold stone To love my love so fair To watch her with another To sit and watch alone As years go on and on To sit in the wet snow And write of her, my love To see her tonight and forever And wonder about my fate To love is to feel pain When you are alone Without your true love You truely are alone Tonight I watch them

2004-01-23T16:01:00.002-08:00

Love I watch you lie Upon your couch I sit and stare Without a doubt I play with your ear So warm and soft Play with your hair So smooth and soft I lie beside you Feel your heart beat My head on your shoulder Feel you breathe deep I love you dearly Can't you see Just how much You mean to me What dos it mean This word called love Upon this night I've found the truth I watch you lie Upon your

2004-01-23T16:01:00.001-08:00

Left Or Right Torn to the left Torn to the right No hope for salvation Of an easier sort Far from here Through time and space I lie with my love And pray for a chance Life's without a care Except her in my arms My love, my heart My angel of the dark My tears each night While we are apart My smiles each day Are all for her My silent depressive moods Caused by her and me By the memories I have

2004-01-23T16:01:00.000-08:00

For You, My Dark Angel Here in the blackness of night As shadows take control I gaze upon your sleeping face And what I might say Of love, of desire Of wanting, of needing Yet also of sorrow Of the pain of missing How to tell you Those few simple words I love you, I need you I want you more than the world Words come not easily To one so timid Nervous about what you'll say When I say you mean

2004-01-23T16:00:00.001-08:00

For Love What is it about That which we call love To want, desire and care For those whom we love And yet, to give it all up If that is what they want To conceal our love If they want it not So for now and forever I won't hold you done For love, I will not Tie you to this land Be free, explore Do what you want more Be with whom you love Even if I'm sore For love, I do this Give up all that I

2004-01-23T16:00:00.000-08:00

Desert The stars stare down Upon my face tonight A cold, empty wind Blows across the desert Desert of pain Desert of loss Deser of sorrow Desert of things left unsaid Now in the dark I ponder my fate To be or not to be Will it be love or hate My dark hour is near I feel it's approach No longer can I linger Upon this place I wait Tell her I must Of my love, my heart To relieve her pain and

2004-01-23T15:59:00.000-08:00

Anything For Love On a cold winter's night I dream about the things Which should be, could be And now, never will be I dream of my dark angel Of loving her, of life together Of caring, emotion and joy Of never turning back Thunder of music Pounds my head Anything for love Anything at all But what about that Leaving, forgetting Pretending I do not love Could I do that On a cold winter's night